Thoughts
January 26th - fire in house - smell, see smoke, see bright orange - react - Brendan awesome help, Keera did was she was told....men from next door coming to help us..dogs in garage...back in for cat....get her....runs away.....Tammy and Pete stop (on their way home to await blizzard...work with me.....hold me as I totally fall apart....take Keera to a car to stay warm....Brendan standing alone in moccasins....watching firemen put out the flames...windows broken....Tracey, Kelly, Nicki and Dad show up....family.....civil engineer talking with me....grew up with his sister....brings us to hotel....I tell him I think I bring the eucharist to his mother homebound....he thanks me with sincerity that surprises me...offers his home to us if we need it. Firemen - work hard, do their job, bring us back in...emotional...our house-black, smells of plastic and an unbelievable awful burned odor-water dripping-ruins...through the front to the back...listening to directions from fireman while trying...